So the reality is setting in tonight as I watch the kids get in their bath with daddy and laugh...this won't be happening again for a while. It sucks...no other word fits...it just does. I hate it for them and for me...I will miss Brandon so much. The kids will miss him...Sally will miss him. I know he is having a hard time leaving this time too, and maybe that is why it is harder for me too...we are feeding off of that from each other. He is sad to leave me here (physically here at Edwards) and with two small kids that require a lot of needs...and I am sad to have him going to do a pretty worthless job in the grand scheme of things.
But...my new mantra is suck it up....I just have to no matter how much I hate this and don't want this to be happening, it is...so suck it up. I must just accept it and deal with it. I can't change the circumstances of all of this for any of us no matter how much I want to or even try.
We are going to try to drive to the beach tomorrow...why not? We mine as well try to have some fun and get out of here while we can.
So Wednesday is just around the corner now and I am hoping to feel prepared and okay...right now I am just going to enjoy...
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